Showing posts with label alters. Show all posts
Showing posts with label alters. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 11, 2021

Hypermale Starter Kit

 Find a New Masculinity with Hypermale Hypnosis


Are you finding maleness to be less of a privilege and more of a burden these days? More and more men are defecting from binary male identities into demi-boy and gender-queer identities like Hypermale like I did this past February; so I've taken the liberty of pubishing several files to help with the transition.



Hypermale Bate Loop



Designed to encourage masturbation to hypermale brainwashing spirals, this masturbation loop can be used with the embedded spiral above or the 7:28 Coach Spiral available on my NewTumbl or for download along with the Hypermale Spirit file.


"You want me to turn you Into a hypermale Like me. Drag you up 24/7. Brainwashed, Hyper clone. Stroking away The male gender Turning hyper More and more. All the resistance is fading away. Only pleasure remains: The ecstacy of turning, The endless Craving for More and more size, Impossibly Huge cocks, Ever more testosterone. More manly Than any male . Free to embrace The things "men don't do". Lacy and pink, Leather and spikes. Anything is possible. Let your mind go And your body will follow"


Brainwash yourself Butch. Abandon being male And turn hyper instead. It's so much better, You can shop the whole store. It's OK to be hypermale. You want to be sexy. You like showing off: Fearless and Shamess, Confident and masculine, Secure with your gender. Finally freed From the bullshit, The toxic masculinity And the sissies. Free to BE who you are: Gender fluid, Kinky and Draggy, Utterly shameless. Obsessed with hypnosis and Craving Transformation Into a hypermale From my influence.





Hypermale Starter Kit

Including downloads of the Hypermale Bate Loop, the official hypermale subliminal, the original spiral above, as well as a 39-minute two channel hypermale confusion brainwashing loop this kit has everything you need to begin to Break the binary by transcending the limits of manhood through penis/testicle growth, testosterone enhancement, gynecomastia acceptance, toxic masculinity rejection, drag sex, clothing fetish, and nonbinary transformation. 


Check out this Hypermale Himbo Spiral on newtumbl.

Alters: Hypermale Spirit

Hypermale Spirit ($20) uses any pre-existing jock code like Bull Power along with any repressed potential you might have lying around to create a hypermasculine but nonbinary gym bull alter whose job is to guide you to to the hypermale lifestyle while doing your workouts for you.  

This version comes with a higher resolution version of the Coach Spiral found on our Newtumblr along with a 30 minute forest stream subliminal version.

One of the most complex productions I ever made, this masterpiece of hypnosis features three different subliminal channels, three binaurals, and a 53 minute text.

More effective Binaural beats than ever before.

The file features  three layers of binaurals on three different carriers. The upper carrier ranges from 7.5-8.3hz mostly for visualization and maintaining trance, with an excursion down to 6 late in the file while the lower one is mostly 3.44-3.6hz for Testicles and memory Enhancement   with a few forays down to 2.3-2.5hz to buzz the genitals in the sexy parts. The bass binaural is a 1.44hz Testosterone releaser that basically just turns off and on during the "balls" parts.



Pictured below: me working on the multitrack of the project in Audacity. 1st track: my voice in mono reading the script on my Blue Yeti mic. 2nd track: stereo subliminals with a different vocal on each track (the confusion brainwashing loop from the starter kit). 3rd track is Testosterone binaural before I rolled it into the gnaural project.



Monday, July 30, 2018

Permanent Results

Has My Personal Programming Produced Permanent Results?





Way back when I started this blog, it was supposed to be about my own personal masculinization journey through hypnosis.  Over time it has morphed into a venue for me to share my life as a hypnotist and my trances, but since I notice that we are coming up on 4 years since I got back into hypnosis by trying EMG's famous Curse: Porn Star Penis which led me to write Manhood Blessing and start this whole journey. I thought I might systematically go through my programming and see what results I had.   And oh what a spectacular journey it's been! I went from a versatile bottom who an oxford shirt and corduroy pants kind of guy to a long-haired, bearded biker metalhead who is a Total Top and Dominant Hypnotist.  It looks like I got Manhood Blessing's promise of becoming a "masculine, dominant alpha male" in spades.

Demonstration of my Alpha Male attitude... 


Present Hypnotic Context

 I thought now might be a good time to assess my hypnotic progress because, unusually for me, I have just gone over 3 months without a single trance to any of my files... Long about the end of April 2018, my (now former) husband Steve started having mental health problems that centered around delusions of external mind control, so I stopped sleep trancing because it was triggering him.  After 6 weeks of mental health drama my then husband offered me a divorce and I took it.  (click link for more info) Had a beautiful last anniversary on June 9th, and moved to Pacifica, CA two days later.  I have been waiting to stabilize in my current context before I resume hypnosis, so this is one of the few times since I started back to hypnosis that I have been able to assess my programming in the absence of continuing reinforcement. Short story is that after 3+ years of sleep trancing to my files the effects of most files have become completely permanent.


In particular, moving in with an avid fisting bottom has made Fist Top Trainer come to life like never before, with me fisting on a daily basis and fully enjoying the experience of having my hands in several different guys night before last when I fisted 7x at the Friendly Fire fisting party.  My roommate has done the equivalent bottom file, Anal Fisting Trainer, and has gone from being able to take it to the wrist to being close to getting my whole hand through his innermost sphincter.

Multiple Personality Update

Perhaps the easiest update is on my multiple personalities.  The new social context has been surprisingly non-disruptive with everyone still present and accounted for.  My hypnotist alter has been whining about us not making trances because the computer we work on is not set up yet, but has gotten to do live hypnosis 3 different times on both our new roommate as well as straitjacket brainwashing Beast's acolyte.

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Likewise my Programmable Robot is still at my service, and has been getting more out time than usual given the huge amounts of housework to be done in the new context of living with a roommate who is away a lot.  

My demon alter Beast, who is a natural alter that I have had since I was 16 years old, but on whom the demons in Your Inner Demon / Low Life and related files is based has been unusually active lately since we are now in a social context where our current partner is open devil worship is permitted. The  files have produced a large contingent of demonic followers and Beast is pleased to have brought over 200 men to Satan through our files and we have more than 2 dozen active acolytes who we stay in contact with on a regular basis, one of whom submitted a script about getting Fucked By Satan that was so good we recorded it.

Beast actually got to do worship and blasphemy in person recently including stomping on a crucifix and cumming on the dismembered Jesus after ass fucking the acolyte pictured above for over two hours.  Besides Butch, Beast is the most active alter in the system and prays and practices satanisim on a pretty much daily basis.


Butch, my Manly Spirit alter is still with me and totally OK.  In fact, in the new context of living somewhere with a gym within walking distance the combination of Manly Spirit and Weightlifting and Stretching Compulsion has made it such that Butch basically lives in the gym.  He comes out to talk and fuck on a regular basis and is basically the same guy he's been since we started and has had great fun being the man about the house fixing things and putting furniture together.  

Workout Progress

Even after 3 months of no reinforcement, Weightlifting and Stretching Compulsion still sends me to the gym daily.
Though we have stopped doing the little white pill ritual, our testosterone levels have remained high ever since we started on Hypnotic Steroids, though it's kinda hard to tell if the effects are from that or the independent testosterone producing suggestions in Manhood Blessing, Weightlifting, and Jockstrap Penis Growth.  The compulsion to stretch and lift weights is still going strong, sending us to the gym on a 5-6 day a week schedule and making us stretch 3x/day as designed.  


Overall, the progress on our body over the last 4 years has been nothing short of amazing.  We started the period in question at a tweaker-skinny 133lbs, which has slowly gained up to 150lbs of solid muscle with practically no body fat.  Waist has stayed at 30" while our arms grew from 18" with no biceps to speak of all the way to a 21" flex with a large bicep and visible triceps even when we're not actively flexing.

Initial lifting weight (way back in December of 2014) was a pathetic 12lbs; we were lifting 38.5lbs at home in Tahoe before we left but Butch has made considerable progress at our new gym we are lifting 45lbs per hand and 80-90lbs on bilateral exercises like the bench press and squat. We sport 6-pack bordering on 8-pack abs now and have consistently kept them despite a terrible diet of mostly fast food and frozen stuff since we moved to a place in Pacifica with a non-cooking roommate and no working stove.




What about Masculine Conditioning?


The long term effects of Masculine Conditioning on me have been truly remarkable. I ran across my old photo album and finally saw the guy I used to be, a long haired geeky femme boi in purple Oxford shirts and corduroy pants. For the last couple of years since I wrote it, I have completely and totally transformed into a biker metal head dominant without even noticing the change much as it was going on. Which is exactly how Masculine Conditioning was designed to work. 
The nudges are so tiny in the moment that you barely even notice it. I grew a beard without intending to after MC-6, I got sick for a week and simply failed to shave, and when I shaved it out, I just found myself leaving the goatee and moustache. I clicked on the show that looked interesting and found myself watching Sons of Anarchy and it turned out to be really good all the way through. And when my beard grew in it was blonde, just like Charlie Hunnam's... The effects of MC-2: Manly Media Bubble shape my choice of music and TV programming to this day leading me to prefer heavy metal over my previous diet of John Mayer and Counting Crows.
Subtle effects of MC-3: Peer Pressure Masculinity are sometimes detectable in my program, such as finding the AA message of a scruffy guy who manspreads in the meeting to be unusually compelling or noticing myself mirroring his gestures MC-5 style, or Butch seeing a guy with an unusually masculine gender expression in the gym and then deciding to copy the exercises he's doing not because of his exercise form 

Typical MC-7 closet: organized by the subconscious with the most manly clothes at the most convenient locations.
And putting my stuff away in a new closet, I noticed that my subconscious mind automatically sorted the clothing by manliness and put the most manly stuff at the left and right hand spots.... which is exactly the behavior specified in the text of MC-7: Dress. A file I never explicitly tranced to, that was completed over 2 years ago! I am *awed* by the power and effectiveness of the system that fairly advanced code that was written so long ago is intact and running in my mind still. and it's designed not to be noticed. so, how much more am I missing?


Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Questing in the Vast Country

Picture yourself on a porch overlooking a lake,
the back porch of a rustic cabin in the woods,
deep in the forest in the mountains
somewhere in the backcountry of your mind.

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Feel the cool morning breeze as you look out
look out as a new day dawns over the lake of your memory,
the clouds turning first pink and then gold
as the sun rises over the mountains of your mind.
Quietly, beautifully... So peaceful!  So relaxing!
You could look on that view forever.

But you can't just stare at the sunrise all day,
there's work to be done and you must get going.
You head back into the cabin, up to the attic
where you find an old backpack perfect for trekking,
and take it down into the basement lab for tinkering,
closing the trapdoor behind you to contain the magic,
keeping it insulated from the rest of the Vast Country.


You dip your hands in the bucket of water,
and let your resistance wash away completely
as you slip into a nice, deep, comfortable trance.
You do not need your resistance in the vast country,
it will only hinder your magic.
You give up your resistance,
and you store it in the bucket.
You give up your resistance,
trance deeper and harder,
and feel your magic grow.
Growing more and more powerful
as the resistance washes away.

Without resistance it is easy,
to use the laws of the vast country,
to make whatever you want become so,
simply because you choose to believe them so.
Because, by the laws of the vast country,
if you immagine it, it is real;
and the more you immagine it,
the more real it becomes to you.

You relax your mind and summon the magic,
feeling the power of the vast country
flowing through your mind.
Space and time are just figments here,
figments that you can control if you choose to.
You cast a spell upon the backpack, just as you did on the cabin,
so that it can be as small and light on the outside,
as is convenient for you to carry in the backcountry,
yet large enough on the inside for all your gear,
and still bigger to contain anything you might need to bring back.

You open the trapdoor, and come up into the Library,
where you store all the books of your knowledge,
and carefully select the maps and books you will need
on your quest through the backcountry of the mind.
You are going deep into the subconscious in this quest,
and you will be far from the stream of consciousness.
Further and deeper into the subconscious
than you have ever been before.

A thought occurs to you, so you mosey to the bar.
"What if I find a memory there that I want to keep?"
The recycling bin is full of empty bottles,
just perfect for making bottled memories.
So you cast a quick spell on a few
to absorb the memories you find on your quest,
quickly, easily, and immediately,
so that you can save them forever in the Cabin bar,
and imbibe and experience them again whenever you wish.

As you pull on your backpack and walk out the front door,
you see your Manly Spirit out in the garden of the mind, watering the tree of manhood with his enormous schlong, letting his manly essence be absorbed by its roots.
You admire the many beautiful flowers in the garden of your mind. Growing and flourishing as a sign of your hypnotic success. They have grown so much since you first planted them!
Yet there are some that have not grown as they should, and others that will be overgrown before you get back.

You call over the Manly Spirit, and show him what must be done.
You and he have agreed that he will hold down the fort
by driving your body in your abscence, and guarding the Cabin.
And while you are away, he will tend the garden of the mind
just as you have commanded him to, so it's perfect when you return.

More and more, you find yourself yearning for the Vast Country,
you have already been letting him into your body:
to pump iron, to choose clothing, to groom you...
He knows everything required to operate your body,
and operate it at least as well as you can, if not better.
He honors his agreements with you...He need not be supervised
as he has proven himself to be totally trustworthy.
You are totally happy to be leaving him in control,
and all the concerns about the matter have long since faded away.

The sun rises higher over the Vast Country,
and it's beginning to be a beautiful day.
You walk hand in hand with your Manly Spirit,
up the banks of the stream of consciousness.
Feeling the sun on your backs,
listening to the breeze blowing through the trees,
and chatting excitedly about your plans for the quest,
as you wander upstream towards the source.

At the source of the stream of consciousness,
high in the mountains in the backcountry of the mind,
there is a grand and opulent marble temple.
The temple of the inner hypnotist, god of the Vast Country.
The white marble seems to glow magically,
in the warm light of the morning sun.
It becons you, like a glorious vision.
All the most powerful mind wizards
are trained by the inner hypnotist.

You and the Manly Spirit enter and kneel,
and pray to the god of the Vast Country
to bless your joint endeavors:
both for success on your quest in the subconscious,
and for the Manly Spirit's success in running your body.

A growling disembodied voice speaks,
and you find yourself sinking deeper and deeper,
falling safely and naturally into a very deep trance.
Only the Inner Hypnotist's blessing
can let you wander safely in the backcountry of the mind
so far from the stream of consciousness.
He growls his ascent, and you feel yourself beaming,
suddenly imbued with a supernatural power and protection,
that will help you stay safe no matter what you encounter.

You arise, and pass the keys to the Cabin to your Manly Spirit.
Handing over control of the body to your him while you are away.
Totally renouncing any contact with the physical body
for the next 3 days and nights after this trance,
unless an emergency forces the Manly Spirit to call you back.

For the next 3 days after this trance,
the Manly Spirit is in total control of the body.
He will take good care of your body when he's in it,
exercising it and building your muscles,
thinking with your brain and building your mind,
continuing all the habits that keep you alive and healthy,

You may notice it, when the manly spirit is inside your body
that your body responds to his presence,
adjusting your hormones over time,
so that the longer he is inside your body,
the more your body comes to resemble his self image,
coming more and more to look in the real world
like the image of him in your mind:
Masculine, muscular, and hairy, with a huge cock
that feels so much more sensitive than yours,
and oversized fertile balls that pump day and night
pumping out all the testosterone you need, so that
when you return your body as manly as the image in your mind.

While you are away in the backcountry,
if you are anywhere near the stream of consciousness,
you can listen in on the stream and evesdrop on what he is seeing.
Or send ideas down the stream to the cabin to communicate back.
If you are far from the stream of consciousness,
and your Manly Spirit needs to communicate with you,
he can simply pray to the Inner Hypnotist, and within 5 minutes
the Inner Hypnotist will guide you back to the stream,
so that you can be co-concsious until no longer needed,
and then return exactly where you left off your quest.

You bid the Manly Spirit goodbye,
and you head off up the mountains to quest.
Your Manly Spirit strips off all his clothes,
and bathes in the stream of consciousness,
feeling his dream body dissolve into the stream,
dissolve away and float down the stream consciousness,
until he rejoins your bodily awareness
which has been guarding your physical body,
and awakes in the physical body.
Wide awake, feeling good, and in total control.